camera hatred

the camera hates me
no joke
wondering lately why i haven't been taking pictures of myself?
It's because i don't look good in photos.
was I even looking good in photos before?
I have no idea. 

all the photos above were taken by me yesterday


holiday is in. and all i did was eat, play computer, watch movie, play game, online, sleep
that's it.

geee
i need to lose weight...
can't afford to gain more..